Swedish humor!

Midnight awareness......

"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it"

Waiting....traveling and more waiting!!

Goodmorning!

I just arrive at Stavsta airport in Sweden to travel back to Holland!
My flight leaves in 2,5 hours, so I have some time to check the net and eat some lunch.

I had a fab time here! But i'll tell you more when I'm back home.

Saturday!

I woke up early, fixed breakfast and prepared myself for another day on the ice!

Seriously, it's been years that I had this kind of fun in the winter......normally it's windy and rainy. And I rather stay inside and read a good book on the sofa under a warm blanket.

Seems like Im a winterperson after all HA!

I hooked up with a few friends and I brought a bottle Jägermeister to keep us warm ;-)

The weather was gorgious ones again.....sunny, blue sky and it was pretty crowded on the ice.

I stayed on the ice for 2 hours, shorter than expected, but for a very good reason!

My cellphone is back!!!!

The phone company called that they fixed my phone and I could pick it up!

To be honest, I didn't expect that they could fix it.......It was choked in the champagne and phones don't like to get wet, uhum!

Anyways, this girl is happy......I have my phone back and it doesn't cost me a dime!

After I picked up my phone I went to my parents house, just for a surprise visit! I was in such a good mood and I didn't saw them for a few weeks.

I really don't understand what happen to them, but things have changed.......

They keep giving me compliments about my looks, they cook my favorite dinner and they even wanna bring me to the airport this Wednesday.

What the hell is going on hahaha!

So, after I ate my lovely dinner at my parents house I drove home, cuz I expected company!

Edgar.....

We watched a movie and talked for hours.

I really enjoyed his company!

He left around 2 am and I was full of energy, so I watched another movie hahaha.

I think I slept for 3 hours and Im not even that tired right now.....hmmm, I wonder why?

Finally!!!!

It took me ages to get my hands on this footage and damn.....how beautiful and loving is this???
Eddie K. is singing "Heaven" for his little girls Natasha and Ana on stage.
He wrote this song when his first daughter was born and it's so sweet to see the father in him.

"I don't need no one, to tell me 'bout heaven.....I look at my daughters and I believe"

I have tears in my eyes.......

Just enjoying life......

I told you before that I didn't plan my free time full with things, just go with the flow and see what the day brings! (Im such a poet hahaha......)

I love to live that way, too bad I don't have the opportunity to live like that very often.

My schedule is pretty full normally, but Im really going to pay more attention and plan more off days in my schedule (see? it's all about planning in life....one way or the other pfff)

Another gorgious day in Holland......the temperature was around -2, clear blue sky and sunny! A perfect day to dress warm, go outside and iceskate!

Iceskating reminds me of my youth, in a very positive way! I always went to the ice when I came out of school. Meeting my friends, socialize and have fun.....

The view outside was beautiful and I brought my camera again and ofcourse some old bread for my friends the duckies :)

They start to recognize me and some of them even eat out of my hand......adorable :)

I was the only one on the ice, lovely......so I had all the space, make some nice pictures and enjoy the peacefull landscape!

I probably will be in pain tomorrow, cuz It was ages ago......but I really enjoyed myself!

If it stays like this the whole winter, you won't hear me complaining.

Enjoy your weekend!!

Another day at the office.......

You can't imagine how happy I am to be at home.....

I traveled so much for my work the last couple of days and I'm really tired of it!

Alarm at 5.30 am, catch the bus at 6.15 am, take the train at 6.45 am and sit there for at least 45 minutes and walk to the hospital for 15 minutes in the freezing cold.

No fun at all.....

I worked dayshifts in Leiden (that's near Amsterdam) for 2 days in a row.

Normally I try to switch my shifts with one of my co-workers, cuz I rather work nightshifts.

But it didn't worked out this time!

The military bloodbank, which is located in the same building, is responsible for the blood supplies of the Dutch army in war areas and I'm working for them too.....if necessary!

The war in Gaza is one of the main priorities at the moment, cuz the hospitals are running out of blood supplies. They really need humanitarian help.

I'm proud to be a part of this operation, cuz the Israelian troops are aiming at innocent citizens and that's so fucking nasty. This way I have the feeling that I actually do something for the people there! I will never ever understand why people kill childeren and vulnerable human beings.....it really makes me sad :(

Anyways, I'm off work for 3 days now and I didn't make any plans yet.

I'm very much in love with my guitar, my books and my house at the moment! And It all depends on the weather if I wanna go outside.....today was foggy and freezing cold.

It felt like I was walking in a freezer and some one turned off the light pfff......

Can I go back to the sunny weather and stay there 'till the winter is over, pretty please?

A beautiful day......

The sound of kids playing on the ice woke me up this morning......

I looked out of the window and saw a bright blue sky and the sun was shining!

A perfect day for a hike.......

It's freaking cold since a few days now (around -7 daytime and -15 at night) and it's been ages that we had such a good winter!

The landscape was so peacefull and humble and I really enjoyed this view.

I brought some food for my little friends, the duckies and they went wild when they saw me coming with the bag full of yammie bread.......

I walked around for an hour and went back home to get warm and drink a hot cup of coffee!

This cold weather will stay for a while, so I can prepare myself for my Sweden trip next week......

Let's hope it's snowing, so I can make that Johnny snowman I promised Dani ;-)

Stay warm and be safe my friends!!!

The beach in the winter.......

I love the beach!

To lay in the sand and feel to sun burn on my skin during the summer.......

To walk, breath in the fresh, cold air and smell the salty sea in the winter......

I took a walk down the beach today with Edgar, a nice guy I met recently.

It was freezing cold and windy.....

The cold tickles your whole body and the snare wind let you know you're alive!

I love this feeling.......

We talked about our dreams and goals in life (my favorite subject) and walked along the beach for more than 2 hours! We rewarded ourselves with a nice hot cup of chocolate afterwards and watched some kite surfers ride the waves when we walked back to the car!

To be honest....I'm a bit confused after this day with Edgar!

The chemistry was special and we really connected.......

We have the shame interests, ideas and opinions and besides that.....he's really hot uhum!

I'm also dating another guy, as you all know.......my guitar teacher Bas.

But this guy is too complicated and it doesn't feel right for some reason! He has a lot of stuff to sort out for himself first.......

I know I'm not in a relationship with neither of them, but it is kinda confusing!

I'm a fair person and I don't want to play with feelings.
Edgar made quite a impression on me and I wanna spend more time with him.....

So, tomorrow when I see Bas again, I'll tell him about my day with Edgar.

Can it be a little less complicated for ones? I guess not.....mother nature has a weird sense of humor!!!!

I'll keep your informed about my twisted lovelife pffff......

New Years Eve!

Happy New Year ya'll

The pre-party started of at Mirella's place with lots of food, drinks and friends......

We watched the top 2000 on the telly. A music program with artist interviews where they explain the meaning of the songs and lyrics. I loved it......

We had such a good time together and my dear friend mister dark rum tasted too damn good!

After the countdown we went outside to celebrate the new year with kids firework, which I brought for fun.....and It was freezing outside!

Before we went to the new years party in Rotterdam we had to check the winning numbers for the lotery! Cuz what if we won 25 million?????
Nothing....nada, so we're still poor, but happy :-)

I was pretty wasted, so forgive me for leaving my camera at Mirella's place uhum....

We went to Rotterdam by train and partied all night long with good dj's and fun people.

I remember calling to Dani, but after that I threw my cellphone in a glass of champagne, cuz I thought it could use a good swim!

I'm such a retard when I'm drunk.....

Everything else happend that night is a bit blurry!
I woke up on a sofa at a friends place, with a huge hangover......and my bag next to me, thank god!

So, a big thank you to my dear friends who took care of my wasted ass!
And I promise to behave myself next time........NOT! hahaha!!!