Friday, January 30, 2009
Macadamia nut cookies!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Beth Hart!
We drank coffee at Cheryl's place and Bas couldn't resist the guitar.....
We enjoyed ourselves so much that we lost track in time.....oops, cuz Misha was waiting for us at the venue! So, we jumped in the car and I drove faaaast WOOT WOOT!!!
We hooked up with Misha and entered the venue.
The Watt is an old club, pretty small and intimate, so the perfect place for my Beth to rock out!

Setlist:Mama
New Song
Hiding Under Water
Good As It Gets
Missing You
Bottle Of Jesus
Soul Shine
Face Forward
Sick (Beth in audience)
Waterfalls
A Change Is Gonna Come
Everything Must Change (new song)
Congratulations
Jealousy
Monkey Back (Heroin Version)
Immortal (band solos)
LA Song
One Eyed Chicken
Am I The One (Dvd paradiso style)
Am I The One was the high light of the evening......She did the sitting in the audience version ones before and that was for the dvd recording. Holy Maria, I think this was even better than the Paradiso one.



After this ear orgasm we hooked up with Bianca, who was backstage to make pictures and hang out with the crew during the show! And we join them for the afterparty and I laughed my ass off when I saw the room.
It was small, old, crappy and it looked like a teenagers room.....there was even a sleeping sofa in it haha, hilarious! But the funniest part was the shower.....it was in the same room!
So while we were drinking beer and hanging out, Beth was showering.
What a funny situation.


The afterparty was fun, a bit boring in my humble opinion but we had a good laugh and hanging out with my girlies is always fun.Bas stood in the middle of the attention, cuz the band members were all impressed by his selfmade basses and the fact that he plays bass in 4 different bands at the moment haha.
Mister rockstar himself didn't keep his mouth shut for 5 minutes pfff.

While the guys were talking about music, performing and god knows what else.....the girls had fun with lemons!

And cuddling each other <3
Spread the love.....
Let's spread the love......
Tonight I saw one of my closest friends again, after 3 months and we're not on speaking terms at the moment ( no need to explain here.....the ones who care knows the story) and I'm really proud of myself for the way I reacted in this kinda weird situation.
I saw her standing at the bar, I walked to her, gave her a kiss, looked her in the eyes and asked her how she was doing. She didn't expect this kind of reaction at all.......
She told me she was fine, I rubbed her cheek, gave her a wink and walked away!
I saw that my action did something to her.
She seems so lost and confused.........
I really don't care how much she hurted me, I understand that she wasn't herself at that time.
But to see her unhappy is torture for me.
Maybe the love I showed her tonight can make a difference and put her sight but on track!
Cuz I really believe that love can break through every barricade......
Monday, January 26, 2009
Cleaning mania.....
Do I have to worry now?
Sunday, January 25, 2009
I'm feeling sick......
A report about that sick and twisted manic that killed 2 babies and a worker in Dendermonde, Belgium. My stomach turned when I saw the chaos he created in that childcare centre.
I read about it in the newspapers and internet, but I didn't saw any footage or interviews with the families of the victims or staff.
He walked, dressed as the joker (Heath Ledger) into the childcare centre.....went straight to the babies room and stabbed his knife into the innocent little bodies. He walked out and continued his urgue to kill in another room. How is it, for godsake, possible that a person, a human being come to such a low and sick act??? I know that there are a lot of twisted persons on this planet, but even the worse monster can't cope with an act like this and would kill himself afterwards......this animal, without a heart laughed about his act and refuse to talk ever since.
My suggestion....dig a hole in the sahara dessert, throw him in and leave!
I can not cope with the fact that this sick person is getting a normal treatment, paid by hard working people as myself! Im against the death penalty normally, but this person doesn't deserve to live!
My thoughts are with the victims......
Weekend!
My time in Sweden had a lot of value, I'm on high energy and I'm very productive/creative at the moment! I started to write a promotion plan for the band NIL and today I took everything out of my closets to re-decorate it. I threw away 3 trash bags full of shit and it really gave me a good feeling.....and more space!
I worked last night and It was really quiet, so I watched Twilight, finally!
A really nice movie.....I think I would fall in love with that vampire too.
I got home around 10 am this morning and didn't go to bed (I slept 4 hours at work.....enough)
So I started with my cleaning mania, with the music on ten!
The doorbell rang......who's that?
A pleasant surprise stood in front of my door, Edgar with a bag!
He didn't wanted to come in, cuz he just dropped by to give me the bag and a kiss....awww <3
So, our meeting took less than 10 minutes hahaha!
Do you wanna know what was in the bag?
Croissants, fresh orange juice and a note........
"If you work hard, you have to eat good, enjoy your breakfast"
I really can't believe he did this!!!!!!
He came all the way just to bring me breakfast? Really, I had tears in my eyes.
It's too sweet <3
I finished my lovely breakfast and continued re-decorating the mess, with a huge smile on my face!!!
It's been a week......
I went to Sweden to pay "my little sis" a visit and to take a break from my busy schedule.
I actually planned a trip in November, but my Live activities wouldn't allowed me to travel around that time. Ryanair made me a hella good offer to fly over to Sweden in January, so everything worked out fine after all!
My parents are my biggest fans nowadays and they brought me to Eindhoven to begin my long, long trip! 2 hours on a plane, 2 hours waiting for the bus to arrive at Skavsta airport and another 2,5 hours on the bus....awesome! But all worth it!
I arrived around 22.15 at the busstop in Örebro and Dani was waiting in the freezing cold to pick me up <3
Hungry, thirsty and tired, but happy to see that cute face again!
We headed off to Dani's little crib to begin our chill marathon..... We watched (I don't know how many) movies, ate yammie food, talked, shopped and had a fab time together. Just what I needed!! We didn't plan anything.....besides SUSHI!!!!
On Saturday we went to Västeras to visit Dani's mom and some friends!Dani needed a haircut and we didn't had a proper lunch, so we ate deli food in the mall before her mom picked us up! We shopped some more and more (Dani bought killing heels and I'm still impressed that she could walk on these shoes....) and headed off to mom's house.
She's such a sweetheart, she doesn't speak English that good.....but she tried :)
After our meal Dani's mom brought us to Tessan's house to






We danced, drank and even played some black jack!
Ordering a rum/coke is not that funny in Sweden to be honest.......12 fucking euro's that's criminal, anyways, I had a blast!
I know that we ate some night food at the MC Donalds and headed home after that to crash in bed! Everything else is a bit blurry....uhum!


On Sunday we chilled with movies, food and icecream! The party took all our energy away hmm! We hooked up with a few friends again in the evening, to grab something to eat and drove back after that to Örebro. Tessan joined us, so we could travel back by car, nice!I packed my stuff and we ended up on the sofa to watch another movie "The Hitch hiker's guide to the Galaxy", which I think is hilarious......but It turned out that I was the only one in the room that laughed haha!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Midnight awareness......
Monday, January 19, 2009
Waiting....traveling and more waiting!!
I just arrive at Stavsta airport in Sweden to travel back to Holland!
My flight leaves in 2,5 hours, so I have some time to check the net and eat some lunch.
I had a fab time here! But i'll tell you more when I'm back home.

